So after sleeping on my no-good very bad day yesterday, I woke up positive.
Positive because it was a new day--positive because I did wake up--positive because I was excited. I was seeing my Bariatric surgeon today. I am closer to my life changing surgery.
I was telling Dr Bariatric about my cardiac clearance troubles and I was worried it would delay the surgery. My work is changing insurance in 2012 and everything changes and I start again. He just said that as long as we had the clearance before surgery, it will be okay.
So I have relaxed. Maybe. I think. Ya--relaxed.