Three months prior to my surgery, I posted the following list to remind me of why I wanted a Lap band and if it is worth it. I must thank Stephanie at Electric Lady Band for making this list that I used to describe my thoughts exactly! It's amazing how much we have in common! Thanks Stephanie! :
I am looking at is again to see where I am at:
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To be healthy--off all blood pressure meds
...I am tired of being fat--
still fat but getting better and better...So I don’t feel disgusted looking at myself in the full-length mirror
--getting better
...To fit comfortably in an airplane seat.
...To be able to run up a flight of stairs.
--CHECK!!!!
...To not sweat so much.
--CHECK!!!!
...To be able to seat in a chair with arms and feel comfortable.--CHECK!
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To never have to worry again whether I will fit in a booth at a restaurant--
CHECK
...So my feet don’t hurt so much.
...So my knees don’t hurt so much.
...So my back doesn’t hurt so much.
...So I’m not always huffing and puffing when I walk so far--
getting better
...So I don't have to put a washcloth under my pot belly to prevent chaffing CHECK!!!
...So I can buy clothes anywhere.
...So I don’t feel out of place in a “normal” size clothing store.
...So I can paint my toenails
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So I don’t feel so out of control about my eating.
CHECK!!!
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So I am not constantly hungry.
CHECK!!!
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To be satisfied on small amounts of really good food.
CHECK!!
...To enjoy my food CHECK
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So that I have more energy.CHECK
...So that I don’t ever have to deal with discrimination just due to my size.
...To sit on the floor and not have to do ridiculous maneuvers to get up.
CHECK
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To be able to cross my legs properly.CHECK
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So my ankles don’t get swollen when it’s hot out or after work.
CHECK
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So I dont have to use so much powder so my fat rolls won't stick together CHECK
...So I can get closer to the table when I’m eating to avoid getting food on the "boobshelf"--
SEMI CHECK
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To get off blood pressure meds.CHECK CHECK CHECK CHECK CHECK!!!
...To have a regular towel wrap ALL the way around me.
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So that I never have to see the term “morbidly obese” (unless combined with “formerly”) on my medical chart.
I am in the obese catagory---no more morbib!
...To be the size my mind's eye sees
...To not tolerate Texas summers
...To be successful at losing weight for the first time ever.
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So my husband has a hot wife.
he did tell me i was hot last night
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So that when my husband tells me that he thinks I’m beautiful no matter what I weigh, I don’t think he’s just humoring me.
see above
...So that if I’m ever stuck in a tall building during an emergency, I’ll know I can get down all the stairs.
...To go hiking again
...To prove to myself that I can meet any goal I set
...To be able to wear high heels comfortably
...To wear pretty bras and not just huge, functional ones.
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So I can wipe butt clean with no struggles CHECK
...So I don’t have to keep starting new diets in hopes that this will be “the one”.--
SEMI CHECK==still not sure I believe this losing weight stuff!!!
WOW--this is the greatest Non-Scale Victory yet!!!! This just might work this time. I am losing weight and making changes.
THIS IS INDEED WORTH IT!!!!
